A Dark Road out of Hell (Holly Image of Lies, Sick of Everyone, Happiness Machine)
I don't believe, I think I'm falling asleep Is this beginning or ending, am I stuck in a dream? I don't want to know what I think, I suppose Out of the light, and into this time of demise And there's a cross on the hill, the holy image of lies I've opened my mind, but this dream is still real
You don't need to worry, I'm just fine I've just lost my mind
Tell me it's over 'Cause I don't feel a thing at all No conscience, there's no more Senses all have disappeared Am I alright, alive tonight? Paranoia, am I too late? Am I alright, alive tonight? Crash and fall into this night with me
Look in my eyes Tell I'm alright I don't know if I'm still alive If this is goodbye Forever's just a lie Big enough to make you wanna try
In just one life How can we live enough to rest in peace? In just one life How can we live enough to rest in peace, now?
Here as I stand, head in hand And one hand on my heart As I depart, it's not so hard One to day to become a man You have your scars But I never thought that you would give me mine
While looking for the answers, Only questions come to mind, 'Cause I've been lost in circles, Which seems now for quite some time, And I don't know how I came here, Or even how I got this far, All I can tell you is my fate, Is written in the black stars, Well, what am I supposed to do?
Bless myself, this perfect hell of my own, It's the best I've ever known, Tell me something I don't want to know, 'Cause I can't believe it's so, What am I supposed to do?
I've become sick of everyone now, And I don't feel remorse for the forgotten, And I don't care at all, I've become sick of everyone now, And I'm the patron voice of all the problems, And I don't care at all.
Oh take me away, I'm sick of everyone today, I'm not okay, but I'm fine this way, I need no change, So take me away.
I'm coming down, fell apart, It's hard to keep together, When you don't know where to start.
I've become sick of everyone now, And I don't feel remorse for the forgotten, And I don't care at all, I've become sick of everyone now, And I'm the patron voice of all the problems, I'm sick of everyone!
Take my breath away, I don't need it anyway 'Cause I'm fine here in my old forgotten world Where I can be myself, left with the hand I'm dealt It's hard to get a grip when you're holding onto something You just let slip away
All these thoughts stuck in my mind Spinning round like endless time For once in my life I do wanna feel Something you call real I don't think that I've got Time for these scars to heal And the days just go by, Leaving questions in my mind I guess I'll find the answers Some day in another life
Here with my old friend, the silence in the end And it rings so loud that I cannot pretend If I just close my eyes and ask a thousand whys Will it change or stay the same? Will it ever go away? The question still remains All these thoughts are in my mind Spinning around like endless time For once in my life I do wanna feel Something you call real I don't think that I've got Time for these scars to heal And the days just go by, Leaving questions in my mind I guess I'll find the answers Some day in another life
Warning signs read desolation On the road of desperation Happiness machines, I'm coming clean What can you do for me?
I do want to feel Something you call real I don't think that I've got Time for these scars to heal And the days just go by, Leaving questions in my min