descending from a past, slowly integration into future I can feel my heart pound and race as if it were taking a last breath. unliving the entirety of life I once dreamed and hoped for this will be my final good-bye (to the world) conceiving a fist full of hate, and taking over controlling my thoughts... they will burn together as one with their arms crossed over forcing me in their lives with something they feel necessary my ears are silenced to their voices my mouth is mute my eyes remain closed because to me its hard to believe their existence they say is ignorant is bliss when they carry the ignorance for the world I am suffering he is the one carrying all of the commodity the one they go to for a voice he fills it all with the lies that they believe.