change in every little desire as were counting on forces we could not control oh and all those things you realized were nothing more than a memory displaced through so the story's told beyond our grasp we were climbing forever an infinite task shoulders straining with the endless toil we're nothing more than a feather moving in the wind I want to change everything I want to change everything I want to blame everything on oh and all these seeds will grow anyway even though the outcome we cannot say so you'll always have your time to shine even in the winter of your darkest hour in the depths of my gloom I crawl out for you from the peaks of my joy I crawl back into tearing me down every time you smile every shining time you arrive