It seems to me for every one step forward I've been taking ten steps back
My mistakes are holding me down And so far I can't see the light at the end of the tunnel that I know is there I can't find my way out of this nightmare So I'll wander in anguish
I punish myself over and over I punish myself again and again Cause every single second that I waste is killing me I just can't seem to let this go It's like the weight of the world is crushing me I didn't think I could get this low So I erase myself, attempt to find peace Erase myself, and when I'm deceased
The end at last A way to forget my past I'm haunted by my memories
And forgiveness is a strong word underused and elusive I keep it locked in the back of my mind And forgiveness is a strong word that I hope will come with time
Every single second that I waste is killing me I just can't seem to let this go It's like the weight of the world is crushing me I didn't think I could get this low So I erase myself, attempt to find peace Erase myself, and when I'm deceased