I just woke up from a dream Cause It felt like I was falling Out of the sky, my eyes open To what I left behind My walls, my shame, my lies, my thoughts The same Ceiling I was staring at before I fell asleep Now I'm wide awake, I reach for a cigarette To calm this little mess in my head Get no rest till death Though, I tip toe round my thoughts I know are lethal The words they now flow, out of my mouth And how they go
Oh holy father Forgive me for my sins Oh father father, I'm kneeling down again
Oh father fuck that I'm not begging like your whore So grant me peace now I believe I'm in your form Oh Holy father, forgive me for my sins Oh father father Father FUCK
Why am I awake Why am I ashamed Why am I alive Why cant I just say All the things that run through my head on the daily I'm failing I'm lonely, I fucking hate everybody I'm Looking at the ceiling like your face is painted on it And I don't even believe in you I think you're fucking phony I woke up from a dream To my life again And now I'm stuck between, My mind and sleep again
Oh holy father Forgive me for my sins
Oh father father, I'm kneeling down again
Oh father fuck that I'm not begging like your whore So grant me peace now I believe I'm in your form Holy father, forgive me for my sins Oh father father Father FUCK Now I'm staring at the ceiling Looking for a reason That people tell me life is more than meets the eye Forsake you, screaming I hate you To try to bait you in to showing me That I'm staring at the ceiling For a reason Cause people tell me life Is more than meets the eye Forsake you, screaming I hate you Try to bait you into showing me That I'm wrong…..
Gotta talk out loud sometimes To keep myself from goin out of my mind In a night I don't know if I care about a thing But sleep is gone and its just me Gotta scream with all my might Gotta breath, gotta lean on something Other than me I search, but I just got me
Now I'm staring at the ceiling Looking for a reason That people tell me life is more than meets the eye Forsake you, screaming I hate you To try to bait you in to showing me That I'm staring at the ceiling For a reason Cause people tell me life Is more than meets the eye Forsake you, screaming I hate you Try to bait you into showing me