so many up's and down's, so little lessons learned so many sleepless nights when i deep in my thoughts i’m trying to find new ways to myself saw things i didn't want to see too many times what once opened new horizons, has stinted us now what once freed us, has chained us now
so many long days and so many wrong ways i was scared of being blamed for trying to break the self made cell around me for trying to extend my mind without any doubt to show myself who i really am to show myself what chained me now
we're floating on the surface of our colorless life’s afraid to go deeper and what we're gonna find
maybe i'm wrong maybe that's loose talk just an attempt to rise
but why I am thinking lately that i've turned of the way you're still driving on
we're still floating on the surface afraid to go deeper i don't know why why don't we even fucking try?