i am broken and terrible at this game and im heralding every thing that i hate about me so that it's external and out of reach when im grasping at straws to justify everything going on in my head when im feeling some type of feeling in between
angry and horny or maybe horny and miserable set and hard but invisible on the bed waiting for him until he's going in for the kill kill for the killer kick instill all your values in me cos still i am broken and terrible
i wish you cared enough to hate me to hit me and shake me and it's devastating youre too indifferent to fake it youre too indifferent to fake it, too complacent to take it pocket full of aces why won't you hate me
im endlessly awake and waiting for you to say anything at all i guess or at least to walk away
it's effortlessly depraved i'm baiting you display anything at all i guess or at least to walk away
i wish you cared enough to hate me to hit me and shake me and it's devastating youre too indifferent to fake it youre too indifferent to fake it, too complacent to take it pocket full of aces why won't you hate me
i'm especially amazed you're still lying in wait i imagine that's what it is since youre not walking away
erogenous and in pain and blanketed by the rain emotionless during sex but ever desperate to stay
i wish you cared enough to hate me to hit me and shake me and it's devastating youre too indifferent to fake it youre too indifferent to fake it, too complacent to take it pocket full of aces why won't you hate me