Living through the constant pain of a lifetime drowned in death. I beg for some kind of release from the hell in which I'm trapped. No prayers have ever been answered. No mercy placed upon my soul. No angel to grant me my salvation. Alone I suffer. I've been given the strength to endure this fucking shit. The loss of loved ones and the dying of my best friends. Is it my destiny to be surrounded by all this pain? What the fuck is this life for if all I'm ever doing is suffering, hurting, screaming, begging, praying to be through of all this suffering, hurting, screaming, begging, praying that this life will end. What the hell did I do to deserve this? If there is a God he must have no remorse. Trapped in a world that's a fucking nightmare with no way out. What's the point of constantly striving if all I ever do is get knocked down? And what's the point of constantly striving if all I ever do is get knocked out? Why the hell should I have to endure all this pain and bloody misery? Why don't I get my fucking release so I can just be set free? Alone I suffer.