hiza wo kakete yubiori kazoeteru kanaerarenai nuritsubusareta yume jaguchi nejireba nagaredasu mousou karakara no nodo nomikomenai serifu
Clutching my knees I count on my fingers All my dreams, blacked out, that can never come true Twisting the faucet, delusions pour out Words that my dry throat cannot swallow
kon’na omoi wo dare ga rikai dekiru to iu no hajime kara odorasareteita dake dakara harimegurasareteku ito wo sen’ wo ten’ wo tsumuide hodoite marumete joudan’ janai ya iyaiya…
Are you saying that someone else can understand how I feel? From the very beginning I’ve just been made to dance this way and that All of these strings and threads and points strung about me, Weaving and unraveling and balling up – Don’t play with me!! No.. No..
yasashiku shinaide
Don’t be kind to me!!!
furihodoite furihodoite namida no uzu nomikomarete don’na ni tada negaou tomo hibikanai utagoe dare no tame ni nan’ no tame ni watashi wa iru wasuresasete koko ni iru no doko ni itemo dare demo iin’ dakara
Shaking this off here, shaking that off there I’m swallowed in a whirlpool of tears No matter how much I wish and plead my voice does not sound For whose sake, for what reason? Am I here? Please let me forget! I am here, but no matter where I am… It doesn’t matter who it is…
tsume wo tatete wa hada ni ato nokoshite imashime ni shite son’na watashi ni tada negau basho kara sukasuka no kotoba wo poroporo koboshi waratteiru dake ne
Sticking my nails into my skin I leave a mark As a warning to myself, while you just smile from the place I desperately wish to be Pouring empty words over me…
kon’na omoi wa dare mo rikai shitakunai kara todoiteru furi wo shite kitai wo saseteru don’na ni saken’demo oto mo uta mo koe mo nagete yugan’de kuzurete joudan’ janai ya iyaiya…
I don’t want anyone else to understand how I feel, so I pretend those words reach me, and carry on your expectations No matter how I scream, every sound, every song, every voice Crying twists and crumbles – Don’t play with me!! No.. No..
yasashiku shinaide mou subete
Don’t be kind to me!! Please… everything is…
furihodoite furihodoite namida no uzu nomikomarete don’na ni tada negaou tomo hibikanai utagoe dare no tame ni nan’ no tame ni watashi wa iru wasuresasete koko ni itemo shosen’ wa tada yumemonogatari dakara
Shaking this off here, shaking that off there I’m swallowed in a whirlpool of tears No matter how much I wish and plead my voice does not sound For whose sake, for what reason? Am I here? Please let me forget! Even if I am here, after all this is Nothing more than a dream…