is it in your eyes or in your heart in your voice or in your brain in the words you said to me or am I drowning in the rain that is your wake the water curls around my neck choking me so I can see this everything in it's totality I feel the sand beneath my hands I'm digging holes in ocean floors of metaphors scratched out on skin stop breathing and I'll pull you in to burning words in whispered ears to chemicals to drown your fears so sterile in your crown of thorns one tragedy and you're reborn
I want to be everything to everyone I know you don't understand this isn't who you think I am who do you think I am
please hear me through one last time I can't say that you should but you don't have to speak your reply is understood if you every had dreamed that all this would unfold in the act we call life in the morals we've sold would you do it again just to feel and to breath would you be here my friend would you wish this on me