It's been a while since I could Hold my head up high And it's been a while Since I first saw you, It's been a while since I could Stand on my own two feet again And it's been a while Since I could call you.
But everything I can remember, As fucked up as it all may seem, The consequences that I've rendered, I've stretched myself beyond my means.
It's been a while since I could Say that I wasn't addicted and It's been a while since I could Say I love myself, as well, and It's been a while Since I've gone and fucked things up Just like I always do, It's been a while... But all that shit seems to disappear When I'm with you.
But everything I can remember, As fucked up as it all may seem, The consequences that I've rendered, I've gone and fucked things up again.
Why must I feel this way? Just make this go away, Just one more peaceful day...
It's been a while since I could Look at myself straight and It's been awhile Since I said I'm sorry. It's been a while since I've seen The way the candles light your face, It's been a while... But I can still remember Just the way you taste...
But everything I can remember, As fucked up as it may seem to be, I know it's me, I cannot blame this on my father, He did the best he could for me...
It's been a while since I could Hold my head up high and It's been a while Since I said I'm sorry...