I’ll raise this cup and cheers to my pain I’ll down this bottle to drown reality I’ll trade this spirit for my broken soul The staircase to Hades is the only life I’ve known
The secrets I’ve held deep inside Was the reason I went to the bottle every night I remember there was a time that at the end of the tunnel The light it shone bright
I took a step into the darkness and welcomed it as my new home Watched the door slam behind me The world I know, is no more If I had known what I know now… If I’d held onto my dreams…
I fed myself this lie; I thought this life was golden Drowned myself every night, verging on self-destruction So I’ll bleed it out and take it in Let my mind fade to sin, live my life in the dark Let my world fall apart How could I cross this line? I have to take control of this life that God gave me
What have I become? Feel I’m a man on the run I lost my morals when I lost two feet to stand on God I need you now, I’m headed six feet down Can you help me try to get my feet to solid ground?
I’m calling out for someone to save me The love I felt has lost its hold I kicked down the door that kept me in this lonely world I can see the light and I can feel its warm embrace I just need someone to pull me into grace