I pick up the phone to call I dial 323 And quick hang up and stare at the wall Would he even talk to me? I write down what I wanna say But then I throw the page away
Part of me saying he's not even worth the pain Part of me keeps wishing he were in my arms again
There's a pendulum swinging in my heart tonight Back and forth, keeping score Should I love him or leave him I can't decide Tell me which is wrong and which is right Was it perfect? Is it fading? Is it worth it? Is it breaking? How much longer can I wonder if he's the one? Or if this is done I can't stop this pendulum, yeah No, I can't stop this pendulum
It's so hard to picture him Holding someone else But then a voice is whispering I'm better off by myself My friends are taking me out tonight But will I get him off my mind?
Part of me knows why we drifted we were both to blame Part of me can help but tear up when I say his name
There's a pendulum swinging in my heart tonight Back and forth, keeping score Should I love him or leave him I can't decide Tell me which is wrong and which is right Was it perfect? Is it fading? Is it worth it? Is it breaking? How much longer can I wonder if he's the one? Or if this is done I can't stop this pendulum
[Bridge:] They always say when you know You know I just can't figure this out on my own Someone please tell me which way to go Where do I go? Cause I can't stop this pendulum
There's a pendulum swinging in my heart tonight Back and forth, keeping score Should I love him or leave him I can't decide Tell me which is wrong and which is right Was it perfect? Is it fading? Is it worth it? Is it breaking? How much longer can I wonder if he's the one? Or if this is done I can't stop this pendulum How much longer can I wonder if he's the one? Or if this is done I can't stop this pendulum, yeaaah I can't stop this pendulum I can't stop this pendulum No, I can't stop this pendulum