Do you remember what it feels like to be in control of your mind. To be happy with yourself and know who you are deep down inside. Never once thinking that anything or anyone could ever make me doubt. I never thought for one single moment that love could turn me inside out.
Its such a strange new world at times I feel like I am losing my mind. Like walking through a forest but forgetting to leave a trail to find. How do I go back to what I knew before when everything has changed. I don’t want to live in the past but neither do I want my life rearranged.
I try to remember the road I have travelled, the scenery changed so fast. I lived life in a bubble now it has burst I wonder if this new life will last. I can't help thinking of all that has happened, how as a person I have grown. But there are times in life when to keep things together, you have to leave them well alone.
Do you remember what it feels like to be in control of your mind. But then suddenly find that something is missing deep down inside. Never once thinking that anything or anyone could ever make me doubt. I never thought for one single moment that I could be turned inside out.