thinkin' back to all the bad i did [bad i did] how i was young & evil as a kid [as a kid] ok, i'm better now, i ask the reverend [ask the reverend] cuz of my hell will i go becuz the life i'm livin' feel like heaven [feel like heaven]
grown better man still i'm in my gang attire does not mean i'm goin' to be cast into a ring of fire does it? if so them words u speak i can't admire the evil's in my past but today the saint is ours get & give a lot of love, guess my Allah just follows us i was stuck, taught us, now we caught up in goddish hugs everywhere we go, there he go, went from very low to unnecessary owes when he carries flows over the stereo i'm, on my 7 all becuz of rhyme but becuz i played the 6 once upon a time the reverend says my worldly ways i need to deaden but i can't tell becuz this life i'm livin' feel like heaven
is it heaven, or is my head up in the clouds is there hell for me, cuz i feel like we made it out i put my halo on but then it done came off again u don't need eyes to see that this could be our only heaven
so, if u see my feet up off the ground oh, don't u let me tear this heaven down oh, if u see my halo fallin' down oh, don't u let me tear this heaven down
it's funny & when i think i'm up there... they say i fais le cul to much but they just déjà vu too much caught up in the antics yeah i'm tied to u becuz i was thinkin' semantics so is it dependent on what yer heaven is? or how big yer 6 and 7 is? everythin' preaches to u, u decipher who the reverend is this verse is speaking to the ones seekin' peace in any form far from norm' imaginations, the brain rains when it storms u say names then it forms, manifest things that were foreign to u once upon a time no coincidence is gonna rhyme make sense in a normal line of words u learned them at the time & they remain timeless feedin' of the dreams that u promised before niggas knew u were prominent & dominant & all those powerful words that back then, to be honest were just nouns & verbs; the looks on the astonished are normal by now i seen them same faces when i was in Spiderman pajamas
so, if u see my feet up off the ground oh, don't u let me tear this heaven down oh, if u see my halo fallin' down oh, don't u let me tear this heaven down
...heaven or hell?
i never thought that this could be so real i never thought that i would ever build my own heaven
so, if u see my feet up off the ground oh, don't u let me tear this heaven down oh, if u see my halo fallin' down oh, don't u let me tear this heaven down
i remember back in the day i had this song called \"my own hell\" it was depressin' but since then i've created my own heaven, baby - & it's beautiful
incredibly, no one deaded me, when it was lead at these red Dickies nobody ever headed me, let it be, said i'm breaded, B real light, within darkness i still fight it but if heaven is love, then this sure in the hell feel like it