Alex is the best when she wants to die the whole world sits and waits until she doesn't want to die we're both only sixteen skipping class to smoke weed in her brother's house we saw it on tv and the light comes through the window and shines off the stem of her brothers crackpipe Alex is my friend we meet up after school her brother knows a guy who can sell me lots of pills lying on her back she says she wants to die then she buys a gram of coke and she doesn’t want to die summer storm makes for a blackened sky I wonder where Alex is tonight