when you came home i wrote a song i never showed anyone i still remember the hook it went 'i'm getting clean for you' because i wanted to get clean again and i knew that if i did we could be happy we did it once before i thought we could do it again
i wanted to say i'm sorry i never got clean for you like i wanted to do so badly and everything i knew i forgot i will shed this stupid body i will grow tall and be someone new when i do you can come find me but until then i'll be missing for a while