Here's my only dream - While I breathe dopamine My creature's cunning It walks the road between sense and amphetamine Clearly and ominous presence - Seraphs belong only to the ones who wait I can feel it combine me - Merging all of my instincs with the withering beast We dance around in a ring and suppose, but the secret sits in the middle and knows Skies are ashen, dim summer stench - uncontrollable aesthetics relapse This twilight as dawn Faster, suppressor, a silent storm approaching Behold a black-chalked figurine - it speaks to me in tongues I resist my dislocation Automatic integration of forgotten flaws and imperfections Amplification of this endless These words form a knife of cold And pierce the heart of the unloving echoes of departure My will bends as a twig in the wind Decipher unwritten laws of coded existence - I'm naked in the cold Strangely amused by conformity - Caught with a strange desire I'm both promise and lie Build to receive - Conductor of hours - A clockwork A grim device built to undo - Erase a lifetime - Creator of ends Now - death sets a thing significant, the eye had hurried by Years become a second when thoughts collide with memories The stitches stopped themselves And then it was put among the dust The center of self - Equation of life The less you resist - The less you're erased I fear the ghosts of all that would be - There is no closure I heed the call of millions of others who fight the giant One second alone has brought me thunder