I am a happy nihilist No absolute truth does exist When I decide to shake my fist I only got myself to blame Cause we're all players and life's the game
I only take what I need, I am so light on my feet, I will not stop or concede, I am not driven by greed, No moral compass for me, It's all just natural feelings, Existence has no meaning, There's no such thing as happy.
But late at night when I sleep, I dream of more than I see There's something burning in me A drive, a need to be free.
Why do I sit here and think about the things that I need? There's nothing left to believe Oh, is it all just a dream?
I've taught this to myself Pile books up on the shelf But it still hurts like hell To trust nobody else but me
I used to read everything I used to need nothing I put my money on me I used to be something
Now I can't sleep Cause I'm not happy
I was a happy nihilist Now I'm wondering why I exist