like a feeling that i'm down deep inside my heart like i'm looking out through splitting blood red windows in my heart from a higher up than heaven and a harder down than stone shake the fear that always clawing pulls me clawing down alone as i spitting splitting blood red breaking windows in my heart and the past is taunting fear of ghosts is forcing me apart and the further i get from the things that i care about the less i care about how much further away i get...
i am lost again with everything gone and more alone than i have ever been i expect you to understand to feel it too but i know that even if you will you cannot ever help me nor can i ever help you