Couldn't believe it when I woke up here again Without a single friend in the world
Twisted up inside I cheated and I lied Seemed the best way to get by in your world
Tell me I'm not drinking Cause everything's unclear I'll wake in the morning to find you here
Last night I had it all I didn't care you didn't call There was nothing I could do about you
Feels like a gun inside my head Sending bullets through my heart It hurts to take a single breath without you
Now I wish I could have stayed in the paradise you tried to make but that world - oh it's for someone else You can't see me now, I'm just a tired ghost in a smoke-filled crowd - I'd rather look at you from outside myself
So I stumble through each day But I'm free to choose my way And there's this peaceful emptiness all around me