I hate all the people that take part in this uncivilized world You all fucking disgust me Society is turning to grey I have nothing to live for Not even a trace of emotion flows through me Why would I contribute to a world that doesn't give anything back to me? Waking to a place of misery that's only haunting my fate Every time I try in life I make the same mistakes I'm losing everything I love Oh god, please speak to me there has to be a fucking heaven to hear my prayers Oh god, please speak to me there has to be a fucking heaven forgive my hate Hear my prayers, for I am at the end of my tether in life A volunteer, a sacrifice to communicate with a higher power I have nothing to live for Not even a trace of emotion flows through me Disection of all my senses for the presence of the holy With all my senses lost I'll struggle from deprivation but, will I speak to god or suffer?