I dance alone to the sound of the eastern winds In this september rain I can fake I’m crying But I’m an actor who can only play a role And while I’m here pretending that I care She must be working or at class Becoming something people will admire I guess I don’t deserve the love she shows to me Sometimes I blame myself for not singing what she wants to hear I have a melody in my mind I can’t stop whisteling all the time Something from that night I can’t define Something that you sang right by your car And I need to spit it out, I need to shout it loud Because this thing inside is killing me I don’t want to be so obvious but I can’t be me without you I guess it’s time for both of us to stop pretending The eastern winds just wrote our happy ending