I open the news It's time that we choose Play a simpler view This place is pale and it's blue
I tear my eyes loose From this sleep breaking news Guess I'm paying my dues It's just a valid excuse
How our ideas of hell Just thinking we weren't jealous Now we're nothing but zealous To what our bodies now tell us
It's too close I guess Though we survived this test It's not on my chest Never got put to rest
I'm not the one who does the things I know I preach a lot before I have a go I know I hurt you as my friend and foe But I still love you more than you could know
Stuck in my head My ego is fed Feels like I'm ahead Inside I'm just dead
Betrayal at best I've created this mess It's about time I confess But people know more or less
Cause time after time I leave whatever I find Stop to apologize But that's the way of my kind
You're getting so near That's just what I had feared It's getting so clear I'm fully endeared
I'm not the one who does the things I know I preach a lot before I have a go I know I hurt you as my friend and foe But I still love you more than you could know
Guess I'm not Where I Want to believe I am
Guess I'm not Where I Want to believe I am
Guess I'm not Where I Want to believe I am
Guess I'm not Where I Want to believe
Raised up in the sky We breathe it all away It's up to us as we hide Well, we were here to stay
I know it seemed right To choose and take a part In a world we can buy Watch us blow ourselves apart
I know it's too late To choose another wrong I won't go anywhere I'll be here when you're gone