I wish to learn Should i be first Wherever i've been I had to come last
Something's around Something's behind Always unusual Deaf, freak and blind Should i observe What i can't see Should i be killed To find at last me
Suicide fades away, Further, every year Thrown off the scale on wrong way It prefers its own way Beyond the pain i skin myself For all i've done, for all i can't But suicide is hide again Should i be in, should lie again