my brain's been tearing itself apart these past few days and this routine does nothing but leave me drained and nights consist of fighting myself i'm feeling like i'm stuck up on an old shelf
no one said growing up would be easy but i never thought it would be this hard
there's an aching in my legs from chasing down the thought of you bet i only cross your mind from time to time am i happy here alone or am i still just lonely? how do i be alone without being lonely?
the only thing you ever gave me was your pity but it's not like i've ever been down on my knees and begging you keep acting like you care but we both know it's for yourself so take his hand and run from here
'cause a life without you is no longer a fear
i've held back from punching holes in every wall i've seen trying to keep these hands at least a little clean but you can't blame me for feeling this amount of stress when you're the one that's made me seem like such a mess
there's an aching in my legs from chasing down the thought of you bet i only cross your mind from time to time am i happy here alone or am i still just lonely? how do i be alone without being lonely?