I think I lost my mind a while ago Cause' I've been seeing some ghosts And I'd be lying if I told you I'm fine But I lie Yeah, these thoughts I would never speak out loud I've seen you cry but I've never seen you shout Like a hurricane, these shots don't ricochet Sight blurred I'm walkin dazed, girl I'm fucking faded Or maybe wasted, I can't remember how it happened Oh I don't know my limits at all I'm sinking down into my thoughts Oh my god
But so what if I drank too much This ain't love, it's just a firefight And even if it's not enough I'll say it once I swear I never lied But this is the last time This is the last time This is the last time This is the last time You'll ever bring me down But girl you know I'm drowning And I keep goin' down But I'll swear that I'm not, I'm not, I'm not
It's friendly fire and sunlight The aftermath of one too many Words I said, when I should of said nothing at all At all I gotta stop overthinking And missing What could have been You were never even really here And still were are spinning Just liars and cheaters Right back where we started But it don't get easier I am drowning In liquor and apathy Will be the death of me
But so what if I drank too much This ain't love, it's just a firefight And even if it's not enough I'll say it once I swear I never lied But this is the last time This is the last time This is the last time This is the last time You'll ever bring me down