I wanted you to be the last thing on my mind I wanted you to be the reason I close my eyes But I can't sleep And oh god I wanted to be your high But everything I said it went unheard And everything you saw with eyes straight blurred Became our downfall Cos you say I drink and I smoke and I talk too much But I know you lied when you said that you just gotta go and save yourself So hear me out You know everybody talks girl And it means nothing till you let it But if you keep second guessing then theres only gonna be one end
But you can leave if you really want to And you can run if you feel you have to And I'll be fine if you ever ask me I know its hard, but no one said its easy Fallings easy But theres only one way up
So I been thinking that I think too much And I can't sleep but I can dream of us And I've been seeing shit like horror cuts Its burning down, I gotta drown this out And you said you need me to let this go Buts its who I am or am I just losing it Cos you said jump and I went first but fallings always been my downfall
And you say I drink and I smoke and I talk too much But I know you lied when you said that you just had enough and save yourself So hear me out You know everybody talks girl And it means nothing till you let it And if you keep second guessing then theres only gonna be one end
But you can leave if you really want to And you can run if you feel you have to And I can drink if I feel I have to I know its hard, but I can't feel like I used to Like I used to Cos I used to defy gravity Defy gravity Goodbyes keep dragging me Down And I'm fighting gravity Defying gravity I tried but I keep falling Cos fallings easy But it only brings you down