A heaven made in your love would not be made for me I'm alone in this world My dying life you won't see I bleed real blood and I feel so ashamed Left to live like a demon. In dark and in pain. There's belief where I don't belong And I thought I had found a home there But I just found lies If god was real then I would hate him with a passion so strong It bleeds like his death ridden hands A death that I am so scared of and a hatred Every innocent life he has taken you would see in my eyes And the hatred he's let rage in me you would hear in my cries