I guess we get sick of the cinnamon world and the cadence of these smiles I guess we get scared of life's little rhythms and the mean streak to the narrow mile we're some of the ones who stare up at the gun and the starting line under our toes spit and cough when they set the thing off and grow accustomed to the smell of the smoke maybe we're the weaker ones maybe we scream ourselves deaf but the suits can sparkle and the stars can circle till we balance this book of regret
if this is it, if this is it I'd like to wear my leather down to weary soles that still know how to walk alone or dance aloud
when they ask you what you want you don't say "drown slowly" you don't crook a tether to your heart get hooked on what's easy you don't ask for a rope outside your door an army of strangers wait to hide you in their negligence ready to take you at those words people love to bury what is special a human being, no exception if you let them they'll talk 'real' to you about the difficulty of dreams to bounce off you don't have to be a wrecking ball just hang around long enough to know the thrust of your attention will fire people like pinballs into lighted faces put your hands on a lover so much they'll remember their bodies for the rest of their lives fight without a knife or a suit history's horrible role of always fighting the flow. let the waves take you when they ask what you want you don't say drown slow.
if this is it, if this is it I don't wanna take it lying down but they've spun us so we're spinning now and I wish sometimes I never learned to swallow
as this placticine pageant plays out on tv and their camera crowns another king time is sold in moments too tiny to hold so we won't remember a thing
let's amplify lungs with a living microphone and the light of a million sparkling eyes as they shine their teeth and patrol our street in their army of the perfect life
if this is it, if this is it I'd like to tip my hat and go find something more than who-you-know or what you have or what you don't or what you cannot live without we'll find a taste of forest breath and build a hammer into our chest and pound it like we won't wake up tomorrow
and dance without music and dance without sound and dance without looking