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I still remember the police lights that painted your house a new color on that day/
And I still remember all the thoughts that I had and that I couldn't find one word to say/
I remember how fake it felt and how much I wanted to hear that it was all a joke/
But it was no joke/because you slept on that night and when the morning came you never woke\\
/But on the day of your funeral
/I didn't want to but I stood up and I tried to speak
/I fought with myself to be strong but I knew deep down that I was weak/
I’m so weak/
This is your memorial/
For weeks after I couldn't eat or sleep or repeat the word fine anytime someone asked how I was doing
/But I was still doing it/
I played pretend but I was losing it
/Because I wasn't ready to lose you
/and I can't live with the fact of knowing that there's nothing that I can do to bring you back/
It’s really quite selfish of me
/But I would if I had the opportunity/
I’m so tired of sitting at home/
I’m so tired of feeling abandoned/
I’m a damned kid/
I’m just tired of being alone
/So tired of trying to manage this baggage
/From collateral damage
/These are just memories that seem to haunt my mind on a daily basis/
You are my greatest weakness but in turn you are my aegis/
And together we lead a legion of the living who can't help but carry their dead/
This weight takes its toll but each day we move forward taking one step
/One step towards the end
/one step towards knowing if we'll ever see our loved ones again
/We refuse to rest until we breath our last breaths
/Until our hearts beat their last beats inside of our beaten chests/
Although our cause is worth fighting for we aren't looking to wage a war
/We’re just fighting to lead our lives/
we’re just hoping for something more/
Searching for a state of being subsequently giving death a meaning/
But until such knowledge is obtained it's in the dark that we'll remain
/Living on in me
/I will carry on your name/
I still carry you with me/
We refuse to rest until we breath our last breaths
/Until our hearts beat their last beats inside of our beaten chests/

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