The Gloom In the Corner - Blood Knuckles | Текст песни

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I opened the front door
Covered from head to toe in blood
The walls have turned grey
There's no life here like there should
Be something here to reignite the fire
Without setting me off
Maybe it's better if I burn it all down
Start again in a new life

But I can't die, I'm cursed with this half life
So I turn to a bottle for comfort
And block out everything and everyone
Because I don't wanna hurt anymore

No I don't want to hurt anyone anymore
But I feel so

Scared of being alone
Maybe that's what makes me lash out
I can feel it there under my bones
And it fills me with self doubt
About the control I have over my actions
And the consequence which come with them
I let the stress boil up inside me
But keep digging further down, I won't let it win

I can hear my neighbours fighting next door
She's screaming at him
For seeing someone else
And that's when I hear the hit back
The screaming turns to crying and I can't take it
I put on a mask and went over,
fist clenched and the rage fills me again
I kick in the door and she screams
He turns to a meeting of my fist and his face
He hits the ground and my knuckles get smeared in blood as I start laying into him.
She's screaming to stop but I can't, I can't control it.
In the moment of pause he pleads through broken teeth of a broken man.
I'm filled with disgust, and I stop and leave, closing the door behind me.
I come in the back way to my apartment and she's sitting there, in a heavenly glow.
I break down, removing my mask to let the tears flow.
I drop to my knees staring at my hands.
She sits silently watching me as I fumble with a cigarette, at least that can steady me.
I ask through a cracked voice \"why do you haunt me?\"
She sits silently as she watches me write in agony
She asks, \"Jay, why do you let it consume you?\"
And I say \"Shit Rachel, if you knew the shit I've been through\".

\"I just wanna feel something to fill the hole I dug when I lost you.\"
I look up and she's gone, I'm alone again.

I'm scared of being alone
Maybe that's what makes me lash out
I can feel it there inside me
And it fills me with self doubt
About the control I have over my actions
And the consequence which come with them
I let the stress boil up inside me
But keep digging further down, I won't let it win

She watches from the outside looking in,
Feeling the same pain that he fills
Wanting to be by his side
ANd help him through the dark times
She thinks back to the day where it all went wrong
She knew it wasn't his fault at all
But the actions he takes will lead to self destruction
She can't bare to watch the conclusion...

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