When you said you loved me, did you really love me? Or did the words just spill out like drool on my pillow? Because I was naked when you said those words But I felt covered in your whispered worship And as you passed out fast on my shoulder I imagined a child Waiting so sad and still for his mom to arrive
Did she leave you an orphan In that big brown leather chair? Said, Don t you move a muscle, kid I ll be back in twenty years You were scared, you were lonely But you must ve been aware Life is a series of callouses, this is just another layer So build them up, tough it out, yeah, that s your skin Don t let anyone under there
When you said you needed me, did you really need me? Or was it just someone? Oh, you d take anything Am I first on that list of yours, or am I second, or third? So who s that ahead of me, some harlot from Pittsburgh? Or Detroit, Santa Fe, or San Diego? I know you re so alone But how much affection does one guy really need?
Did you date a lot in high school? Were you always chasing girls? Couldn t you find some young valentine To steal your heart for good? Were you content, or contemptible? Are your memories pleasant? Or is it a string of endless flings of bitter resentment? Seems that what you want and what you need doesn t mean a thing We re just here for the taking
When you said you d hurt me, did you think you hurt me? Are you really that cocky? Oh, what a heartbreaker! Well, I ve got my armor, yeah, I ve been through some battles before And I met your old girlfriend, she said, Baby, don t bother She told me you told her you d hurt her Funny, how familiar So how much of this relationship was rehearsed?
Did you act out as a child? Were you always crying wolf? Attention starved, you tried too hard Just to get someone to look Now you re the wolf in second-hand clothing I m the sheep in a pleated skirt It s an awkward form of payback But if it works for you it works It s that I recognize your off-white lies Still, I lie beside you, and that s what really hurts
When you said you d leave me, well, why haven t you left me? What are we still doing here, so desperate for company? There s a greyhound on Jackson Street There s an airport in Council Bluffs Hell, there s a car in the driveway; fifty ways to get lost But as I hold you and listen to you sleeping I m starting to wonder if you really believe That you d ever really leave
Would you leave me an orphan In that big brown leather chair? The one you ve lugged around from town to town For all these years It s the trophy of your childhood Like a shark s tooth or gator skin boots But this one holds you prisoner; it holds me prisoner too What we need to set us free is to let go of each other Let go of everything
When I said I loved you, it was because I loved you When I said I needed you, well, I really need you Yeah, I guess you hurt me For once you re a man of your words Well, guess what? I m leaving I can t be your prisoner