a big wheel scar in the hallway A room that used to have doors The attic went on forever A time before the divorce when we were young i can't control myself i can't control myself no no i can't control myself condition down condition down against my will condition down i disappear climbing nails in the mapple A broken bat in the lawn back in the time of clark gable I still remember our song i've known all along i can't control myself i can't ignore my health no no i can't control myself no condition down condition down i'm not myself condition down i disappear