I can't find a reason, this isn't the season, Where I can comprehend. And in this town, they don't understand me. And I don't understand myself.
I'll turn my head, and make a decision. When I don't understand myself. I'll learn from this, and take consideration. But I won't understand myself.
Believe me, its hard to catch up to all my feelings. And the mistakes that i've made leave me lost and wandering. I can't figure out what my life's about. I don't know just where I want to start.
I don't want to go, and I don't want to stay. I'm indecisive about every move I make. And will I find the time to make this any better? I won't understand myself.
And how did I get myself into this mess. When I dont understand myself. It's simply the sum of all my foolishness. When I don't understand myself.
If you believe i'll make it through this nightmare, You are wrong. It's like an unbarable weight holding me here. And it's got me on the ground. Small town anatomy is catching up to me, And I can't think it over, I can't think it over. Small town anatomy its got the best of me, And I won't think it over, I won't think it over this time.