Oh dear god I’m writing this letter to you Cause I don’t have a clue Can you help me?
I’m sitting here Simply trying to figure out What my life’s all about it Can you tell me?
I never wanted to be The person you see Won’t you tell me who I am?
I always wanted to die But you kept me alive Please tell me who I am
I lie awake conducting this symphony, That you have gifted to me, but I don't ever sleep
Don’t get mad Cause I get weak inside And I start to fall apart Cause I feel nothing
I never wanted to be Some kind of comic relief Please show me who I am
I been tortured and scorned Since the day that I was born But I don’t know who I am
And I thank you man for everything Sorry I’m so frightened about all of this Oh I wish I could give you more
But all the lights are shining down on me And I feel violated by it all
I never wanted to be The person you see but thank you Oh god please tell me now Are you disappointed or are you proud I’ve been also EVRYTHING, EVRYTHING!
I’m so sorry I’m so weak And I turned into a freak But I don’t know ANYTHING, ANYTHING!
I’ve lost all self-esteem A million, everything And I feel NOTHING, NOTHING!
Oh god please tell me now God please tell me now Cause I feel nothing
Oh dear god I’m writing this letter to you Cause I’m coming undone Please help me, me