I haven’t been the same in the past few years, everything I’ve held close to my heart has disappeared. It’s been a struggle to stay sane, through the misery and pain. I’ve grown unfamiliar, I’ve grown unfamiliar. I’m losing sight of everything I once believed in, I've been struggling to find myself. I’ve spent every waking moment, wondering “when will this end?” Our knowledge has made us cynical. Our regrets hard & unkind. We think too much and feel nothing at all, But I dying to feel alive again.. Is it not enough that I just want a change to the positive? I’ve been bathing in my solitude so long that I’m drowning on a surface I can’t perceive I’m abnegating from the one thing that I love and it’s just too much to bare. I feel so intangible. You’ve got to lose it all, to build up hope