It's an obsession can't you see? Just hand me the Paroxetine. I'm a backstabber, OK I've said it, there's no more need for you to take it. Don't force that fake smile any more, It's OK to hate me.
Your loyalty I don't deserve, the guilt I feel is beyond words. I know to you this all sounds wrong, but I don't care, these are my songs. I hate to do things behind backs, I guess you'll never understand. It isn't you it's always me, this band’s become my OCD.
It's been going on some time, I see I'm totally out of line, But I hear these sounds inside my head and I want them heard just how I meant. I know that I've destroyed the bond, but I should never have made it.
Not many things I call my own, not many things I can control, I do not diss the way you play, I just gotta do it my way. When money's tight I can’t deny, the only way is DIY, Why should I do things by the book? They're just fuckin' waveforms.