Sometimes I can fake a smile But still the world looks down on me Twenty-five years of growing old It just hangs in front of me I can't see or understand why Pushing up can drag me down Take my time in everything It breaks me up if I can't sing I can't see I can't touch Sometimes in the summer sunshine The sky falls down on me Always in the dead of darkdays Someone's after me Talking fast I'm walking backwards And my head is in the trees You can hang this heavy feeling Hanging down on me