How many times can I lie to myself? A life worth living's not worth Living in hell An overwhelming sense of loss Taints the air But I'll be fine, I'll make it through I swear How many times Can you lie to yourself? Stop living in Stop living in Stop living in doubt
You change your mind Like a pendulum swings Between the boredom and the suffering You use denial just to keep your distance And shut me out at every given instance I've got too many Got to many things to get off my chest I don't feel any regret Cos this was only a test This better taste is buried Deep inside my bones I'll let go Of all the memories I used to keep so close
Because I'm losing faith on you
It's like they gave you life out of spite Just to watch you create your own demise Make a wish And cross your fucking fingers Close your eyes And take a deep fucking breath Stop taking life for granted
Cuz every fucking day Could be your last
Don't live your life in black and white
Show me the colour in your eyes
Don't live your life in black and white Show me the colour in your eyes
You use denial just to keep your distance And shut me out at every given instance I've got too many Got too many things to get off my chest I don't feel any regret Cos this was only a test This bitter taste is buried Deep inside my bones I'll let go Of all the memories I used to keep so close I'll let go Of all the memories I used to keep so close Because I'm losing faith in you