Eyes Wide Open (Suffocate Until the Fire's Annihilation)
She begs, "taste the fire that burns underneath me" It may scorch the flesh But arise and dress In Sunday morning clothes So you can again see your sister I speak, "Don't drag me into that darkness" She says nothing but this…
"I'll see you in the morning" But I am frozen in the snow I feel the cold hem of my shirt Caressing the back of my neck It's so profound to live in the moment And feel the tactile stimulation Of a final embrace I clench the rope in my hands
So firm, I feel nothing but this As I step into her grave Finally looking towards the heavens Staring deep into the eyes of god Declaring so fervently with my hatred… There is no god... There is nothing but this moment There is nothing to live for at all
I have long surrendered to the vacancy In my disdain for life with a longing to escape I live in the comfort of material things And am constantly told to get on my knees I dwell so fervently on this sense of surrender
I would like to taste the fire I would like to taste the fire
Fuck off, you motherfuckers Make love with the abyss Like you don't give a fuck That you're hanging in a noose Covered in your own shit