I was awake dreaming about sleeping And my mistakes and how I keep ‘em So close to me so that I’ll never forget I can’t get anywhere
Shedding tears over these bottles Celebrating life at the bottom Of a barrel, of a barrel so rotten And I’ve forgotten What this was like before I started stopping
Fuck this, fuck this, I’m out, I'm out Of bullshit to cry about. You can pass these “fuck you”s around I’ll be dead and gone when the shit hits the crowd
Tell me why, why, why, why, why I even fucking tried, tried, tried tonight I should just let it die 'Cause I’m tired of waiting for this shit to shine
I was asleep dreaming about palm trees And I woke up to lonely city streets I heard the voices echo in the background And I had to walk around the corner to the barstools
Where I was Shedding tears over these bottles Celebrating life at the bottom Of a barrel, of a barrel so rotten And I’ve forgotten How to light this fire I’ve forgotten How to tow this wire I’ve forgotten What this was like before I started stopping
Why, why, why, why, why Do I even try, try, try tonight I should fucking let it die And I’m tired of waiting for this shit to shine
I am tired of waiting I am tired of waiting This is my life, this is my time It’s time to take it
This is my life, this is my time This is my life, this is my time This is my life, this is my time I'll let it die, die, die, die, die