Few people know what I was after and I used this mind to make pain and Faster my heart goes And it feels so righteous And it feels alive This is something that we must fight
Please give me something to help with the pain If things are like this I don’t think I’ll stay No one can help me and no one can change This torture that’s driven me insane But I’ll stay if there’s someone I can save
I’ve undermined by overdosing My mechanisms I use for coping There’s not much left but here’s hoping that There’s something else that will stop me from choking On all these words so much live knives Doesn’t seem to matter that they’re all lies I’m making beds in which everyone cries Innocence lost and the lucky ones survive But to live everyday we must fight