Balance the pain that turns into rot. Balance the chemicals in my brain. Sedated - My hands and my feet and my bones. Sedated, complacent, and ultimately fucked.
Here's to me, discontent with anything, everyone, anyone, everything. Trembling hands, and I can't seem to find my voice. At a complete loss for words, while I'm trapped inside of my head. Stripped of choice and the will to fight for my own.
Dragging feet and a whispered response. Introspective and facing my worst. Deafness. Silence. Changing places, replacing my scars. Opened mouth, botched attempt at prose. Cut out my tongue. Clearly fucking useless. And even if I had to walk the world for you Just to prove how much I care. Fuck you, I'd rather rot.