I hurt myself today. To see if I still feel. I focus on the pain, The only thing that's real. The needle tears a hole. The old familiar sting. Try to kill it all away. But I remember everything.
What have I become My sweetest friend? Everyone I know goes away In the end. And you could have it all; My empire of dirt. I will let you down, I will make you hurt.
I wear this crown of thorns, Upon my liar's chair. Full of broken thoughts, I cannot repair. Beneath the stains of time The feelings disappear. You are someone else, I am still right here.
What have I become My sweetest friend? Everyone I know goes away In the end. And you could have it all; My empire of dirt. I will let you down, I will make you hurt.
If I could start again; A million miles away. I would keep myself; I would find a way.