In order to have access to God I must reject my senses Not necessary to have them to not feel alone
Surgery’s main thing: To separate the brain from the nerve endings Maintaining the ability to live
I Lost the ability to see Lost the ability to hear Lost the ability to feel anything. Plunged into fear. I was left alone With myself and my own emotions And hallucinations are becoming worse and worse
Uncertain whisper, Anxiety, despair There is no clarity Dream or reality Deafened by dead voice Frightened by dead face I fell into the trap It’s impossible to wake up
Total darkness hides the light In complete solitude we are not alone The whole Universe is in our minds And each of us is a God
He has lost his mind He has scratched blind eyes He began to bite his hands Hoping to bring himself closer to the end
Finally he calmed down Tears flowed from blind eyes He stared at the ceiling with an indifferent glance
Then suddenly he turned his head despite the blindness And he said: «I’ve found God!» Then he left us…