On a mission started by my own admission I will leave you all behind By direction I'll create my own protection The real me you'll never find
Aspirations turn to fear and desperation Nothing's ever good enough for you Burn in sorrow 'cause I see there's no tomorrow You'll only see what I want you to
Never gonna find me Never gonna find me Way down deep inside there is a real me I'm always gonna hide and this is who you'll see Never gonna find me Never gonna find me Way down deep inside they haven't found me yet I'm always gonna hide and this is who you'll get
On a mission to establish my attrition You may think that you have won Your rejection has brought on my introspection I'll escape I'll only run
Accusations may destroy my motivation I can feel it when you're pushing me Burn in sorrow 'cause I see there's no tomorrow Only I know which me you'll see
Never gonna find me Never gonna find me Way down deep inside there is a real me I'm always gonna hide and this is who you'll see Never gonna find me Never gonna find me Way down deep inside they haven't found me yet I'm always gonna hide and this is who you'll get
Break away! Run! Down inside! I've got to! Push it way! Down! I did not choose this! God Dammit!
I don't really know What I want to say I can't afford the throw Can't make it go away Try to make it through Fuck your decision I can't feel myself But I'm burning up now!
Never gonna find me Never gonna find me Never gonna ____________________________
I am waiting On a mountaintop For the moment that the sky will strike My apologies Are forever lost Soon to ashes in a flash of light
Miles away from me Hope is fading soon Gone forever it's a waste of time My intentions Like a sweeter room Only bring to me a fading light
Locked up forever inside I look to the stars and ask why Oh - If they could just teach my dark heart to feel All I've saved - oh why Thrown away - oh
I am waiting Like a single bloom Lost forever in the storm of life My intentions Like a sweeter room Only bring to me a fading light
Locked up forever inside I look to the stars and ask why Oh - If they could just show these wounds how to heal Here I am - oh why My last stand - oh why And I know For all the rising and falling there's nothing to show
Throw me down Throw me down Throw me down It's been raining - Throw me down And now I will pay - Throw me down Woe has come to me - Throw me down
I am the lightning rod - Throw me down
I am waiting - Throw me down On a mountaintop - Throw me down Oh above me - Throw me down He will strike me!
Locked up forever inside I look to the stars and ask why Oh - If they could just teach my dark heart to feel All I am - oh why My last stand - oh why And I know For all the rising and falling there's nothing to show