Lately it’s been hard for me to take anything seriously.
I don’t know what to base my decisions on, how to act right now or at all, [or] anything required to feel an emotion that isn’t ‘i don’t like this feeling at all.’
I remember certain things but I can’t remember certain things.
I feel this as a distinct sensation of loss. The days that we live - they mean nothing at all. I can’t understand how I can’t understand how to make up my mind, 'cause it's too fast
Everything that I think is in terms of other things that I think.
Everything is equally arbitrary as the other things that I think, in terms of the arbitrary thing I thought initially.