Sometimes I wake up in the middle of the night, having just watched my life flash before my eyes. And sometimes I think I'd be better off hidden away from everyone, so no one would have to see all the horrible things I've done. Sometimes I feel like an active volcano, ready to erupt on everyone around me. And sometimes I feel like I'd be better off running away from all of my problems for the rest of my life.
And I can't talk to you about anything that I'm going through, cause I don't want to be a burden. Lord knows I've got enough baggage for the both of us; you don't need any of the shit that I've been through. I'm an active volcano ready to erupt on all the unsuspecting civilians, awaiting their deaths. I'm a jack-knifed truck in the middle of the highway, and you're a car careening towards me at an uncontrollable speed.