When, when love ends I am lost, but composed I've found, I've found something else hand held by fear dealt death without cause
Draw, draw on the mask no one knows us, no one sees behind painted veils and proud battle scars I hide that i'm lonely feel I could float, drowning in apathy
When you see me I start to run you look away and I reappear I don't understand the games that we play what makes us this way? maybe it's wisdom, maybe it's fear
I am my only friend my emotions always get the best of me I destroy, destroy beautiful things so paint me to watch it dissolve
In my head destructive thoughts imagine the end like tulips are grown to be blind
When you see me I start to turn I've been longing for so long that I'm used to this numbed by the loss this room is empty by I call it home